really learnt alot from today's northeast training class.. though i only went for the last part of it.. really wanna do my best in leading my sheeps and feeding them with the word.. not just do a sub-standard job and at the end of the day regret.. mann.. they are really God's precious sheeps.. i know i've said this lotsa times and er.. sadly didnt really fulfill them fully.. but i wanna love them to the best tt i know how and really build them strong in the word. XD

btw i went for the last part only not cos i was late ok... i had to go for dental.. to get 2 teeth extracted.. and fill it with gold. wahhaha ok nvm not funny... going for braces stuff.. and jessie say she'd miss my teeth cos reminds her of ah niu.. --; i dun eat grass.. ahhh!!!!! not funny again.. *buries head in the ground*
me and hisoka!! 

happy birthday chloe!!! celebbrated her birthday today!! hope she enjoyed it!! well, i did.. hahas. she looked touched.. =) i was really nervous lor.. didnt know how things gonna turn out.. but thank God everything went on smoothly.. =D
after that went to play monopoly with the hougang guys.. whoa i was so soaking wet lor.. like some drop-into-soup-chicken [luo4 tang1 ji1].. thank God i didnt catch a cold.. wah thn after that i went to eat ar.. like some rubbish dump liddat.. i ate 1 colonel specials and shrooms meal.. thn after that go home still eat dinner.. i ownself also shock myself..
arghh.. very irritated.. always liddat lor.. one problem after another.. and i no idea how to go abt it.. even though i've tried many ways.. they arent working.. it's so easy to say it.. but how do i go abt carrying out???? *grabs hair* i just gets more and more frustrated with every problem.. argghh wad's wrong with me..!??! aii.. i also know wad's wrong.. and i know wad to do.. but it's just tt... i'm not doing it.. man.. this is sucking the hell out of me..
arghh.. having a headache.. aniwae *ignores headache* hey pple!!! lets pray for my new believer peishan together ok??? she has parental objection and they don't allow her come out even!!! so really pray tt she'd have the faith and courage to ask and pray for God's grace to be upon her.. pray tt she'd be able to come!! and experience God!!! she really has great desires lehh.. and i really really believe one day she'd do great things for God.. ya.. arghh headache.. *faints on bed*
just finish clearing my desk.. wahh.. spent the entire day cleaning my desk.. *wipes sweat* from 4pm to 12am.. whoa!! around 6 hours [excluding breaks].. flipped through my old journals and some encouragement cards/letters.. hahas literally saw i how i grew from a new believer to.. now. kinda amazing.. and i'm a little amused at the old me.. wonder how things wud be like if my life hadnt took such a turn.. *shutters* aniwae now i feel dusty.. gonna bath..
cut my hair yesterday.. and my dad keep 'laughing' abt it lor.. --;; apparently i think he finds it weird.. nvm dun care him.. cost me $25 leh.. aniwae feel abit luan now.. ya my name.. feel like got alot of things to do.. but i'm not doing it!!! cos i dunno where to start.. actually there's really nth much to do.. hmm.. is there? i think there is.. see! i'm luan... *ruffles hair* aiya! *throws everything aside* i shall go seek God..
the girls came down today! and the guys also! :D really glad to see them!!! played lotsa games with them and lemme share a testimony!!! at 1st peishan was down with fever thn she was sleeping.. thn we [me and michelle] went to pray for her and gave a panadol.. and after that she was healed! =D her 1st experience with God man..!

i'm still aching from yesterday's soccer.. and my little toe is still as swollen as ever... all cos yihui punched it.. --; hahahs but as a loving sister of cos i forgave her.. X)

pretty excited abt tmr's seminar! gonna enrich myself lots during this hol.. and grow closer ta god.. =D
woohoo!!! got converts today!!! XD welcome peishan, jun rong and chek siong!!! and welcome peishan to NEB!! :D really wanna thank God for michelle for bringing them to coem to know Christ! through that i can see michelle has grown quite a fair bit. =) hougang sec is gonna be won!!!

aniwae had a hectic day again.. hahas but it was fun! aniwae after service i rushed off to family barbeque.. when i reached there.. guess wad.. i'm the only gong kia there.. practically no one's there lor.. so ulu lor.. but i really learn to enjoy being with my family. hahas :D
pray for me tt i'm able to go camp!!!! >.<
*looks down at previous entry* feels so diao by myself. o wells aniwae i've decided to fast from msn.. :D and each meal per day! =D basically fasting and prain for these few things:

1. personal breakthroughs in walk with God..
- finish old testement.
- fast and pray.
- have extended qt.

2. self improvement..
- learn to interceed.
.. interceed more [duh]
.. read up on intercession
- learn to disciple well.
.. hands-on experience
.. through teachings [mayb]

3. group growth..
- quantity.
.. 7 to 10 strong disciples!
- quality.

4. that i'd be able to go camp!!! >.< gonna really trust God.. not just i go camp.. but i'd have my sheeps going camp with me!
i think i'm in love with patrick... wahahaha! he veh farnie!!! always make me laugh... and somemore he looks so huggable.. feel like hugging him.. and fall asleep.. he also looks kinda sexy with his little shorts.. SOoOOoOo cUtE!!!! *hugs patrick* wanna see a photo of him? *click*